Week 2:5

Sep. 11th, 2025 10:09 pm
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Rhodey was running, the sound of his boots slammed loudly against the concrete floor of the sterile hallway. This dream was a nightly visitor so he knew where it ended and how. Despite that he kept running even as his lungs burned and his legs were heavy iron.

When he finally burst into the chamber, the world went eerily quiet except for the steady beat of the heart monitor. 

Tony was already strapped down to the gurney with his sleeves rolled up. In the dream, the prison uniform was a bright orange instead of the blue Rhodey knew he had worn in reality. The orange one looked like wild fire against the white tiles of the execution chamber.

"Stop it! Don't do this!" Rhodey yelled as he tried to get to Tony. But he couldn't move as an invisible force held him in place. In the next room he saw a masked man work to insert the IV line into Tony's arm.

Tony turned his head to look at Rhodey, their eyes locking. There was no sarcastic quip or any sort of bravado from his brother. The only thing he saw where was resignation.

Then the warden gave a nod, and the plunger was pushed down.

"Tony!" His voice cracked on his name while the poison rushed into his veins. 

Tony's began to falter, and then stopped altogether.

"Nooooooo! Please, noooooo!"

A monotone beep was heard, declaring Tony's heart had stopped.

Rhodey jolted awake. He sat up, drenched in sweat, gulping in air. Around him the room, his bedroom, was dark, still, and safe. His hands shook as pressed them hard to his face, trying to force the memory out of his mind. But the awful image of seeing Tony pale and lifeless on that gurney remained.

Monica stirred beside her husband and she touche his shoulder gently, concern in his voice as she asked, "Another one, James?"

He couldn't trust himself to speak, so Rhodey nodded.

Monica said, "That's the twelfth time this month."

"Yeah."

"You can't keep acting like everything's okay. Call him, James."

Rhodey looked at the clock, "It's three in the morning, Moni. Do I really need to wake Tony up at this hour?"

"Yes," she said firmly, "Because otherwise, you won't be able to go back to sleep."

With a sigh, Rhodey grabbed his phone and scrolled through his contacts. He found Tony's name and hit the dial button. The other side of the line rang twice before the expected groggy but unmistakable voice was heard.

".... Got a clue what time it is, Platypus?" Tony rasped, his tone only halfway irritated but mostly joking.

Rhodey exhaled slowly then rubbed his face as he answered, "Yeah, I know. I just.... needed to hear your voice, man. Had another one of those... horrible dreams again."

"Oh."

"Yeah."

When Tony spoke again, his voice was softer and gentler than Rhodey expected.

"I"m still here, Rhodey. I'm alive, able to draw deep breathes and my heart's pumping away in my chest cavity. Why ever your brains is torturing you with thee dreams, it's not reality. It didn't happen."

Rhodey felt Monica's hand on his shoulder.

His voice is thick as he replied, "Yeah, I just needed to... be reminded."

"I know. I'm on speed dial for that reason. Now, go back to sleep before Pepper wakes to find out that I am doing bedtime reassurance calls at ridiculous hours."

Rhodey laughed, "Yeah, thanks, Tones. Goodnight."

"Night, sourpatch."

Rhodey put his phone back on the nightstand.

"Feel better?" Monica asked.

He settled back down and pulled her to him, "Yeah, I do."

"Good. Now try to go back to sleep."

Rhodey nodded, and closed his eyes.

Tony's safe and he's not going anywhere.
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 Tony Stark came back but not all of him did.

Tony was very much a mortal man, and shouldn't have survived snapping his fingers and using all six of the Infinity Stones - yet he had for a few minutes afterwards. He had then continued to survive with the intervention of Stephen Strange. Strange had used the Time Stone to reverse time to the moment just before Tony died, then he had looped the moment.

Once Tony was frozen in time to the moment just before his death, he was quickly moved to Wakanda where their best doctors began working to save his life. The damage from the gamma radiation of the stones was extensive, and as Tony once told Bruce, that much exposure, should have killed him. It had, in fact, killed Tony but through the intervention of magic and the best medical technology Wakanda had to offer, he would survive in body.

Surviving in the soul was another matter entirely altogether.

The light in his eyes did not shine as bright, it was so much dimmer. He also didn't smile as much or as easily. He didn't want to tinker, he didn't joke, and the occasional Miss Potts no longer slipped from his lips. He also seemed afraid to hold Morgan as though he were afraid she was breakable and when he did, he looked like he was about to fall apart. ~~he would give Pepper a look~~

Of course, the professionals said he'd been through an incomprehensible ordeal which had brought with it unprecedented physical and mental trauma. They all said that he needed time, lots of time, to heal.

Pepper gave him time, space, and patience - of course she did.

And in the end, that almost broke her.

It was on a night after Morgan was in asleep in bed and after the house had fallen into quiet again, that Pepper found herself sitting along at the kitchen table, watching as the moonlight rippled on the lake's waters.

Finally, she blinked, coming out of the trance the light and her own thoughts had put her in. She reached across the table to pull the paper and pen she'd put there closer to her, and then she began to write.

Tony,

I don't want to write the words that I am about to write, but they are the truth: You have not been the same man you were before you stopped him. I feel it in every quiet moment between us, and again in every word that goes unspoken between us.

But you... no I need you to know this:
Iron Man is not the one I fell in love with.
The man I fell in love with is the man who once made me coffee the wrong way five days in a row just because he wanted to see me give him an exasperated smile.
I'm in love with the man who forgets our anniversary, but then he made me a necklace from some armor scraps he melted down.

I fell in love with the man who came home from Afghanistan all those years ago.
And I love the man who beat impossible odds to do it again, even if he's hurting with pain I can't began to imagine.

Tony, you don't have to be who you were, because it may not be possible.
I know the act of saving the world, the universe cost you something that I'm not sure I will ever fully understand.
That's okay.
I am just grateful you are still here with me, and I want you to stay here with me.

I promise you that we will find our why together through the dark.

I love you, Tony.

She stared at the last lines she wrote for a long time, and then she left it on the table by his chair on the porch, where he'd sit for hours staring at the lake.

The letter was gone the next morning.

She found a note by her favorite coffee cup, written on a napkin. It was only five words in Tony's unsteady handwriting (he'd had a hard time learning to do things with the new arm he's gotten in Wakanda), but it definitely belonged to him.

I'm still trying. Love you.

Pepper softly smiled, the first real one she'd had in weeks.

She felt encouraged, even though she knew they may never go back to being who they were before Tony snapped his fingers.

But maybe they would become something new.

Together.

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